I wanna be in your arms again. Are bodies intertwined, your arm around me, my head and hand on your chest. Feeling your heartbeat and slow and steadiness of your breath. I have never felt so loved before within those hours we spent alone together. I miss the old days of hanging out with you and your friends constantly. Doing stupid things together. I miss your smile, the way you looked at me, your hugs/kisses, I miss you. I miss how you made a serious situation into something completely hilarious. And they way you told me I looked beautiful. I miss having you in my life. I miss being happy.